A is for all that you've done for me

Loving you is elementary
Easier than 1,2,3
Well, I passed school so consequently
It’s coming so naturally

A is for all that you've done for me
Being with you's only place I wanna be
Seeing you's the only thing I wanna see
Cause loving you is easy
One cause you're the only one for me
Two is you and I and I hope you agree
Three is for the words that you're makin’ me speak
I love you it's so easy

Let's not make this complicated
I never made the honor roll
Cause over thinkin's over rated
And there’s something that you should know
Let me count the reasons why

A is for all that you've done for me
Being with you's only place I wanna be
Seeing you's the only thing I wanna see
Cause loving you is easy
One cause you're the only one for me
Two is you and I and I hope you agree
Three is for the words that you're makin’ me speak
I love you it's so easy

The hardest part was finding you
But once I did....I knew

A is for all that you've done for me
Being with you's only place I wanna be
Seeing you's the only thing I wanna see
Cause loving you is easy
One cause you're the only one for me
Two is you and I and I hope you agree
Three is for the words that you're makin’ me speak
I love you it's so easy..... 
♡

Been listening to this song repeatedly for the past few days since I found it on Youtube about 3 days ago. :)

Would like to dedicate this song to m girlfriend, Melissa Wee. 62 days away from you is painful enough. But now we have just 10 days left till I see you again. No words can describe how excited and anxious I am to hug you tight and to come home. The last 52 days haven't been easy for me I admit but I'm glad we've pulled through. I love you dearly. 

Festive spirit

This sucks Big Time. It's the festive season of Chinese New Year and I'm here in my cold room in Qatar blogging instead of feasting and having a jolly good time with family and friends. Setting off fireworks like we used to the previous years. The smell and luxurious foods on display on the table and kids jumping up and down from getting their ang pows. 

I miss this festival more than anything else. Christmas, Hari Raya etc. This is one that my whole family celebrates together. To miss this for me is as bad as the feeling of missing your only flight to home. It's not my type to usually sulk for such a long period but nobody knows how much this means to me. Added to that is not celebrating CNY with Melissa. I thought this would be the perfect opportunity to meet her family and maybe make an impression. Don't see that happening anytime soon. Can't go open-house visiting with le friends, no party-ing and staying up late watching fireworks lit up the night sky, no Mandarin oranges to eat (sobs) and no company to be with. Oh, the pain...

3 more long weeks till I'm back to where I miss the most. I'm still sick since last Tuesday no thanks to the cold weather and dryness in the air resulting in bad cough and annoying flu. Urgh. This past week hasn't been kind to me.

Anyways, my problems aside, I would like to wish all my dear friends around the world a happy and prosperous Dragon year ahead, Gong Xi Fa Cai and may you live long.

Defining the rest of my life

How time flies and it's hard to get over the fact that I'm turning 20 this year. I'm scared believe it or not. Level 2. University life, relationships, and future career is gonna define the rest of my life.

University has been great. Couldn't be happier. Finally starting my degree after passing my Chem and EMB. Disappointed that it took so long to get it over with my Foundation. But I should be grateful I got through Sem 2 in a breeze. But other than academics, there are many other things I am looking forward to this year especially. Curriculum, friends and so much more. First off, SDC (Swinburne Drama Club) will be one of my main priorities this year as I'll be finally taking on my role as (probably) the vice-president of this wonderful family club. It's always been my passion but at the same time, I can't afford to disappoint anyone especially the club and my parents. This time, more classes and more assignments to keep up with compared to last sem. Managing my time will be crucial. I don't do that well enough so it's gonna be a hard start but I need to.

Spending more time with my friends I found it hard lately. So much problems on my own and spending most of my time with love. Not saying that I should spend less time with her or anything but, I need to have some time specially for my bros and Pam etc. I feel like I let them down a lil last sem. Believe it or not, I did not go to OneTJ for COD last sem. None at all. Quite disappointed but forget the past, more kick-ass time next sem for sure!

Relationship with love has been good so far. Yeah, so far away, making it work is a challenge but things couldn't have been better in this relationship. Communicating is key. Time difference can be a bitch but nothing much we can do. Only way to get closer was either by Skype or imaginations in my dreams. (Nothing explicit) =P Hoping for more memories to share with her as long as I'm studying there and hopefully for the foreseeable future. =)

In 2012 I would like to travel more often. Not to places I been like 10 times but some places new. Road trip with friends or sayang has been on my mind since the beginning of last sem. Last year I stepped foot into Sabah for the first time, and I do wish to go there again this year, with some hommies! Currently planning Dubai trip with family now. A place I been longing to go to and can finally say I been to 'the future of cities' as they say.

I also plan to be able to play more music. More music as in, start making some cover of songs or join a band. Just started taking up drumming lessons. It's great as I can finally do something I enjoy and maybe put it into practice when I get home. (Buy me a drum set mom!) As for as guitar is concerned, I'm thinking of getting another one, maybe because my current one is a little too big to handle and too cheap but expensive to maintain. Will think about it when I get back.

Anyways, that's all I can think of typing down now. Oh and by the way, for the first time in my life, I feel like I'm in good shape! Looked myself in the mirror and felt good! (not perasan but just sayin!) No pics for this post so yeah..

Maxing out! :)

No resolutions are gonna decide my life

Let me start off by saying Happy New Year to everyone around the world. So much has happened around the world. Death of great people like Steve Jobs and Amy Winehouse, start of a beginning like the Royal Wedding and so much more. New Year should come with a new start, away with the bad habits and in with the good. I've made mistakes over the past year but I ain't gonna let them stop me from learning and doing better.

I have to admit that 2011 was a pretty good year. Best I've had possibly. I made new friends, close friends whom i never thought would be able to share with, I found love at the right time and hopefully it'll go on a long way, learned new skills I never think I'd be able to do and once again, perform on stage. So many moments I know that if there was a year I want to relive again, it's definitely this one. So, I've compiled a bunchof pictures that define my life in 2011 =)

 Baha'i youths in Kuching knows how to have fun okayy

My classs in Thailand! This time didn't need a translator. Sheena, my partner in crime this time. :) 

 Me Johny Bravo-ing with the gang.

 Year of pedo smiles. =D

The Setafire of 2011 

Me and my brooski Haziq on our double birthday surprise celebration. Best surprise ever! 

Making new friends like Wai Hong, Amy and Leopold. 

Shayan having me at gunpoint. My fav cousie. :3 Nat at the back face-palming 

Derping in Chemistry lab with brother Ian. 

Yeap, hairspray saloon open shopped this time again. Mega success! 

This year's drama production of Blood Brothers. Navin as director and me as the 'evil' narrator. 

Me in pink for the first time. Shrug 

Smitherssss!!! 

Watching how adults even knows how to have fun and being creative at the JY Programme workshop 

Cheers to good food! 

Family joy 

The girl I can never love enough, Melissa Wee. ♡

Have a great year everibadehhhh!

Maxing out!

Wishes to all!

Hey everyone! It's that time of the year again! (year, not month okay) Ho Ho Ho Merry Christmas to all my friends and strangers who enjoy this day as much. I, as a Baha'i we don't celebrate it but we respect it as the most Holy Day of the Christian calender and it's one of the happiest time of the year where people put their differences aside to celebrate this awesome occasion.

Here I am in Qatar, I spent my Christmas Day grilling garlic parsley salmon which ended up pretty badly overcooked and making some cupcakes for the first time in my life. Cupcake turned out great whereas my Vanilla frosting ended up in a disaster as mom insisted on putting more milk into the mixture and so it turned out too 'watery/milky'. Anyways, didn't do much or have that much happiness to celebrate about. Do wish I can spend Christmas with love instead. She seems to be having a lot of fun. Her giraffe necklace looks gorgeous so does her profile picture. :)

Life seems to be moving at a much slower pace whenever I come home to Qatar. Don't like it. Would've preferred to stay back in Kuching and get a 2 month small job and earn some experience already. I'm turning 20 and I have no work experience! Le sigh...

Anyways, will be back soon! Do leave a comment if you have something to say. I do wonder if anyone even reads my blog. =|
Max-ing out.

Beginning of 2 long months

Hey everyone. It's been a couple of weeks since my last post. Sorry about that. Laziness just creeps in whenever I want to write. Currently on my vacation back here in Qatar. The place where I first started blogging. Anyways, will be 2 months here (too long). One month is normally more than enough but it's not like I have a choice when it's with my parents. I got Credit and Pass for my EMB and Chemistry respectively. Huge burden finally off my back. Worried as hell about my Chemistry but glad that I will be finally moving into Degree next year with love. Love did great. 2C's and 2 HD's. Very happy for her but she has MPW to do in a few weeks so it isn't all good news. Looking forward to go back more than ever now.

Life back here in Qatar is as usual, LIFELESS. This gets my mood down often since I don't have anyone and close friends here who would wanna talk to or hangout with. Maybe because my high school life here was pretty bad and hated it till this day. TO Skype or chat with love is also difficult. She has her own things to do. Time difference makes it harder so yeah. When finally find time at night to chat with her, she pun busy watching James Bond movies or something else. Don't want to make myself so desperate to chat with her. Just wished we had more quality time spent with her.

Been cooking once in a while which is good. Keep me occupied and learn everything I need to before I go back. Better learn some new dishes too. Just made roasted chicken for the family. Everyone loved it thankfully. Looking forward to more.

That's all for now. Not much in the mood to type much. Heh.

Max-ing out.

Another beautiful side of life

Hey everyone, to all those who's been a regular follower of my blog, my sincere apologies as I have been inactive for the past like 8 months? Can't say that I've been very busy since last semester but there are plenty that has happened through my life that deserves to be on my blog and for everyone to know. Studies, relationships, friends, family, Thailand and so much more. Not sure where do I begin =/

Since March semester, I did quite well with both of my EMA and Physics thankfully. Put a lot of effort into passing those 2 pain-in-the-ass subjects. During that semester, I've found the group of friends whom I will always enjoy the company of. The Jotuns! Haziq, Fabian, Nazrin, Richie and I. Funny story how that name came into existence. It's actually the name of a paint and colour company. One day while driving to Naz's house with Fabby and Ziq, we passed by this Jotun shop and took real interest with that name for some crazy idea and started chanting that name in weird tones. Since then, our gang has been known with that name. Wanna join? Say Jotun in a funky way and you're in. ;)

Stayed single throughout the whole semester with a few girls I was after but never worked out. Which is a good thing! Will explain a lil more about it later on. Anyways, got appointed as a committee member of my darling SDC (Swinburne Drama Club)! Have a more important role to play this year and most definately the next as I will be the future Vice-President of the club I've always loved. And before I forget, this year's production is a play based on Willy Russell's story called 'Blood Brothers'. I did not audition for it initially because I was afraid my mom would get upset with me for taking part again and jeopardizing my studies. In the end, I tried for a minor role, the narrator. I got it. Couldnt be happier.

Semester ended well, went for Setafire camp once again. This time more volunteers, more drama, more stress and definitely more fun. :) I'm thinking this year could be my last since I've been going for the past 4 years. Still considering. On a similar note, Setafire was a huge success! Gained more publicity, made more new friends and thsi time I managed to learn and remember Thai much more easier. Kids became much more fonder of me and I am always proud of them to have them as my students. Always remembered.

After Thailand, sister came to Kuching for about a month with me. Classes started on 15th August and it's EMB and Chemistry to tackle before I move to Degree. This semester I'd have to say it's the most cherishable, most memorable and definitely the best couple of months of my life.

It all started in Chemistry class when each of us are being asked to draw something on a piece of paper which describes us. I couldnt think of anything in particular so I drew fire. 'powerful, intense, wild and free' was what I describes myself when it came to my turn. Then it came to this girl who gave me that interested look on my face. This girl drew a picture of a camera. Stating that her passion for photography. That's all I remembered that day. It was on a Wednesday night class if I'm not mistaken. So on Friday I think, Andrew(my stalker) tagged me in a post with this same girl asking if wanna have a copy of the textbook. So, with curiosity, I checked out her profile. Cute girl, decent. 'Add as friend'. Little did I knew that click changed how the outcome of this semester would go. :)

Being nice, we started chatting, luckily it wasn't just a one off thing of chatting where we would stop when we have nothing to talk about. This went on for a few days when I would just spend the whoel day on Facebook in hopes to see her online to chat with her. Yes, I was crazy and to say that I was having a crush on her. The next week we went to hangout in Starbucks. Spent a few hours just talking non-stop.Well, actually her talking  most of the time while I just sat there listening to her. I dig girls who talk and not just keep quiet and wait to be talked to. From that day onwards, I felt a connection I had with her. We went for beef noodles after Chemistry class, talked about family. She told me how lame I was and she finds it funnily lame. I was happy.

I finally asked her out on an official first date on the 25th August. Surprisingly she accepted. Our first date, I remember before the day came, I asked the Jotuns on where is the best place to go out on a first date. No real good places were found. SO on that day after her last class on Friday, I took her to Secret Recipe near town. She reminded me that that was the day I told her that it was the first time I'm taking someone out on a date. The date went better than expected. Awesome dinner, awesome cakes and awesome company. We left and decided to go to Friendship Park to hang. We stayed in the car just simply talking and relaxing. Everything went so well until I made my move to kiss her on the lips. After I did it, I sulked and thought that I just made the biggest mistake on a first date. It wasn't. It became a kiss I never regretted.

Life continues and we hung out more often. Lunch and even dinners together. Crises hit us hard 3 weeks later where this week became the hardest since we've known each other and till now. Would rather not talk about it but since then, it brought us much closer than ever. Went on a first movie date on the 16th Spetember. On my birthday, she wore the sexiest combination on that day while I wore my formal shirt. Took her to Bella Italia for our second date. Best lunch with her to date. And on the 15th of October 2011, we made our relationship real and official. :)

Words can't describe how much she means to me since the day we talked. She's incredible, awesome listener and never afraid to talk about anything, our crap talk for hours and nonsense jokes we do. This semester has liven up because of her and will hope this relationship of ours will last a very long time. :) I love you Melissa Wee Huey Ming. You're my only one and wottotot, rawr. <3

 The day sayang asked me to teman her to Leopold's birthday dinner. :)

 Amy's birthday dinner. :)

 Webcamwhoring in the library a week after we started hanging out.

My Blood Brothers production couple shot with love and the rose I gave to her.

This sem has been awesome! Hopefully this will be the first of many post to come. Mojo is back and will talk more about this last sem more in the next post.

Maxing out!