There's Just No Getting Over You

It's been like what, one week since me and Khimmy seperated because of some total mis-understanding by her. I know that you whole-heartedly hate for me for what 'I Did'. I would like to make one thing clear and its directly from me to you Khimmy Geuan.

When I askd for a break-up, I didnt want to completely remove you from my life. I still cared for you and still love you A LOT. You didnt see that. I wanted to 'break-up' momentarily because I found that I need to spend time for myself more and enjoy being with my friends. I still need you since you are my backbone from January onwards. You didnt take it well and did not understand me. Instead you went on with how you think and became too emotional. I knew that you are too attached to me, saying that you can't study without me and stuff. I dont want me to be the reason why you study. Too much attachment isnt good dear. Its true.

Now about what happened on Twitter. I'm still following you on Twitter and so were you. There's a reason behind it. I posted 'love notes'. About park, stars, moon, you; cant sleep thinking about you; wanting to stand with you on a mountain; Westlife lyrics and etc. IT WAS DEDICATED FOR YOU AS A HINT THAT I STILL LOVE YOU. But no. You mis-interpreted it for Eqa. I am not in love with Eqa. That night after you said that you hate me, I wanted to go watch movie with the gang but the rest was too tired and went off soemwhere else already. So I invited Eqa for a movie instead because I needed a distraction from what happened in the day. It went well and we talked a lot. That's it. Came home and before I went to bed, I thought of you because I still miss you.

The next day however changed at night. I went on with life as usual till my mom called asking me to check my mail and urgently, so I checked and saw that my sis went me a mail regarding you. I thought that why should you, Khimmy, involve my parents??? That's not the smartest thing to do. Its the worst. Rule of relationship, DONT INVOLVE FAMILY!!!! I know you said that its because you dont want me to be hurt again by other girl, saying that Eqa is not a good girl. Erm.... Am I chasing after her? NOPE. We are the best of friends and inseperable. We enjo being with each other but not as much as when I'm with you. I loved you still but involving my parents simply crushed feelings I had for you. Till now I still care you and always checking your blog. If you still looking at my Twitter status or reading this blog, its cos you still care and dont deny it Khimmy. All I said here is true and from my heart. And the heart never lies.........

I still think of you occasionally because I miss your messages, and calls. What you posted on your blog seriously hurts me a lot and how you think of me is just the total opposite of me. If I really love someone, I dont flirt or chase after other girls. I'm not that type. I hope to receive a reply from you. Even a text would do.... There's Just No Getting Over You....

Max