A lot of thoughts been coming to my mind like its a one-way traffic that stops and stays in my mind. I have so much decisions to make over the next few days or weeks. Decisions that could well shape up my entire life. I may regret some and I may treasure some but ultimately as all my counselors and friends say, there will be both and I have to make the decision according to what I want. Nobody should influence my choice. But.....
First of all, I need to explain what decisions I have to make and how it all came to this. My latest Sem 2 results as disappointing as it looks, my mom gave me a surprise visit to Kuching to discuss with me about my life. Damn, of course she's upset but all those hours long of adivce from her and my uncle Shehab and Aunty Tahereh, it opened my eyes. First choice of me is to stop my studies halfway at Foundation year to do 1 year of service. Where? I was recommended KL. I was ecstatic but a lot of 'consequences' I have to think hard about first. Why KL? I want to follow in the footsteps of Rueben Koh. I wanna be contributing more to the Faith. Here in Kuching I feel I am not using my full potential to use as my family said. I am very confident that KL would bring the best out of me without any distractions of studies. 1 year should be good. And as my mom said, if I feel that I am comfortable living by myself in KL I could might as well continue my studies there instead of coming back to Swinburne. BUT... I'll miss everyone here!!!! T_T
Second choice is finish my Foundation first then only do my service. I want to to this one year service so I can understand better and maybe develop the community and myself more importantly. And I now strongly belive in the 2010 Ridvan Message. The importance of close relationship among the community to develop a stronger and bonded group. Junior Youth and the upbringing of children through CC.
Am halfway through my Book 4 study circle with Aunty Greta and hope to finish it as soon as possible. After that the rest of the books, I may be somewhere I dont know... Why can't I settle down anywhere?! =(
Well, went for the Career Personality Test. Results: I'm a very Investigative, Artistic and Social type of guy. Ms Evelyn, my counselor, suggested going the path of social worker, Human Resource management and maybe if I worked even harder, with my curiosity investigative, Biotech is still not out of reach! So many choices, I have to explore it during my time of service.
So, anyways, how was Valentines Day everyone? Mine was damn special! Best guy nightout ever! Me, Richard, Fabian and Nazrin (I wonder why I hangout with ppl who speak Malay more :s) went for a 3 hour long COD Modern Warfare 2 mania at Gizmo! Super fun, lots of laugh then went for dinner at the only place where I could find Penang Asam Laksa! RM4 was sooo worth it with the sweat coming from every part of our face! =D So our Valentines Day became COD - Call Of Dudes night!
Last thing, The Live Traffic on the left, when u visit, please post a comment on the chatbox with ur real name so I know who really reads my blog and not some BlogJumper who are random person from other part of the world just poking their heads inside like busybody and putting lame comments. Thanks!
Peace out and shall blog soon!
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