Defining the rest of my life

How time flies and it's hard to get over the fact that I'm turning 20 this year. I'm scared believe it or not. Level 2. University life, relationships, and future career is gonna define the rest of my life.

University has been great. Couldn't be happier. Finally starting my degree after passing my Chem and EMB. Disappointed that it took so long to get it over with my Foundation. But I should be grateful I got through Sem 2 in a breeze. But other than academics, there are many other things I am looking forward to this year especially. Curriculum, friends and so much more. First off, SDC (Swinburne Drama Club) will be one of my main priorities this year as I'll be finally taking on my role as (probably) the vice-president of this wonderful family club. It's always been my passion but at the same time, I can't afford to disappoint anyone especially the club and my parents. This time, more classes and more assignments to keep up with compared to last sem. Managing my time will be crucial. I don't do that well enough so it's gonna be a hard start but I need to.

Spending more time with my friends I found it hard lately. So much problems on my own and spending most of my time with love. Not saying that I should spend less time with her or anything but, I need to have some time specially for my bros and Pam etc. I feel like I let them down a lil last sem. Believe it or not, I did not go to OneTJ for COD last sem. None at all. Quite disappointed but forget the past, more kick-ass time next sem for sure!

Relationship with love has been good so far. Yeah, so far away, making it work is a challenge but things couldn't have been better in this relationship. Communicating is key. Time difference can be a bitch but nothing much we can do. Only way to get closer was either by Skype or imaginations in my dreams. (Nothing explicit) =P Hoping for more memories to share with her as long as I'm studying there and hopefully for the foreseeable future. =)

In 2012 I would like to travel more often. Not to places I been like 10 times but some places new. Road trip with friends or sayang has been on my mind since the beginning of last sem. Last year I stepped foot into Sabah for the first time, and I do wish to go there again this year, with some hommies! Currently planning Dubai trip with family now. A place I been longing to go to and can finally say I been to 'the future of cities' as they say.

I also plan to be able to play more music. More music as in, start making some cover of songs or join a band. Just started taking up drumming lessons. It's great as I can finally do something I enjoy and maybe put it into practice when I get home. (Buy me a drum set mom!) As for as guitar is concerned, I'm thinking of getting another one, maybe because my current one is a little too big to handle and too cheap but expensive to maintain. Will think about it when I get back.

Anyways, that's all I can think of typing down now. Oh and by the way, for the first time in my life, I feel like I'm in good shape! Looked myself in the mirror and felt good! (not perasan but just sayin!) No pics for this post so yeah..

Maxing out! :)